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December 28, 2007 at 11:22 pm #1148635
Don’t really know, I accidentally stumbled into this place a while ago. No matter how much i stumble about the place i still can’t find the door to get out :crazy_diz
December 29, 2007 at 11:32 am #1127699I have just moved back to the UK and need to get networking cos’ i have no friends in this country or no scenes to mix in i am indeed all alone in this crazy mixed up world
December 29, 2007 at 11:32 am #1148666I have just moved back to the UK and need to get networking cos’ i have no friends in this country or no scenes to mix in i am indeed all alone in this crazy mixed up world
December 29, 2007 at 2:19 pm #1127680i love this site to the max its full of intresting/wonderfully freindly people it is also the main source as to why im on this planet (i think??) to party an to thro parties!thanx to all the people who have made this site posible!!raaa
December 29, 2007 at 2:19 pm #1148646i love this site to the max its full of intresting/wonderfully freindly people it is also the main source as to why im on this planet (i think??) to party an to thro parties!thanx to all the people who have made this site posible!!raaa
December 29, 2007 at 8:26 pm #1127698I came to your forum to have dialog about the “End of the World Cult” film that was spoken of in one of your threads. I have to freely admit though, my partying days have long passed behind me; at least from the common idea of partying. I’ve snorted all the coke, smoked all the dope, drank all the alcohol, and popped all the pills that I ever wanted to. In fact, my near death while pumped full of these intoxicants seemed to have sent me in a different direction 25 years ago.
My upbringing was anything but the American dream. Parts of our home life could have been made into a horror film. The abuse that prevailed makes my head spin when I think about it now. When I was 12 years old I decided to close myself off from society at large and trained myself to be a recluse. I got away with this until into my early 20’s
At that point in my life I began to realize that I had to interact with society to survive, but did not know how to accomplish this. I felt very stuck. More than once I stood on the freeway overpass thinking about jumping over the guard rail. There seemed to be two reasons this did not happen. First, I was too big of a wimp and could only imagine what it would be like if I did not actually die, but survived – ouch, to much pain! The second reason were the hidden hands which prevented me from going over.
I had moved to Alaska in 1980 and my guilty conscience drove me to cry out to the Almighty, if indeed he existed, for some kind of resolution in my life. Not long after this, events started taking place which I could not explain in any manner than that of a kind Father taking care of me.
Now, instead of the sound of 10,000 watts of music blaring away helping me to find peace, I party in a different manner – if I can use the word “party”. I’m not saying I don’t love music, quite the opposite is true. In fact this morning, as with many other mornings, I was awakened with the song of my special creator friend singing to me in my mind before I was even awake, and while was waking up. It was very precious to me.
The words follow to that song; “Where you are” follow.
“If the light in your sky fades, and darkness falls upon your face.
When it seems you’ve lost your way, and you can’t take another day
I will calm all your fears, I will dry all your tears,
You’ll see, it doesn’t matter near or far, right next door or too the stars,
my heart’s already, where you are.”This is the answer to why I am here,
ElishaDecember 29, 2007 at 8:26 pm #1148664I came to your forum to have dialog about the “End of the World Cult” film that was spoken of in one of your threads. I have to freely admit though, my partying days have long passed behind me; at least from the common idea of partying. I’ve snorted all the coke, smoked all the dope, drank all the alcohol, and popped all the pills that I ever wanted to. In fact, my near death while pumped full of these intoxicants seemed to have sent me in a different direction 25 years ago.
My upbringing was anything but the American dream. Parts of our home life could have been made into a horror film. The abuse that prevailed makes my head spin when I think about it now. When I was 12 years old I decided to close myself off from society at large and trained myself to be a recluse. I got away with this until into my early 20’s
At that point in my life I began to realize that I had to interact with society to survive, but did not know how to accomplish this. I felt very stuck. More than once I stood on the freeway overpass thinking about jumping over the guard rail. There seemed to be two reasons this did not happen. First, I was too big of a wimp and could only imagine what it would be like if I did not actually die, but survived – ouch, to much pain! The second reason were the hidden hands which prevented me from going over.
I had moved to Alaska in 1980 and my guilty conscience drove me to cry out to the Almighty, if indeed he existed, for some kind of resolution in my life. Not long after this, events started taking place which I could not explain in any manner than that of a kind Father taking care of me.
Now, instead of the sound of 10,000 watts of music blaring away helping me to find peace, I party in a different manner – if I can use the word “party”. I’m not saying I don’t love music, quite the opposite is true. In fact this morning, as with many other mornings, I was awakened with the song of my special creator friend singing to me in my mind before I was even awake, and while was waking up. It was very precious to me.
The words follow to that song; “Where you are” follow.
“If the light in your sky fades, and darkness falls upon your face.
When it seems you’ve lost your way, and you can’t take another day
I will calm all your fears, I will dry all your tears,
You’ll see, it doesn’t matter near or far, right next door or too the stars,
my heart’s already, where you are.”This is the answer to why I am here,
ElishaDecember 29, 2007 at 9:44 pm #1127667like staying in touch with the world, listen to to sum choones and av a look see
December 29, 2007 at 9:44 pm #1148632like staying in touch with the world, listen to to sum choones and av a look see
December 29, 2007 at 10:20 pm #1127657Elisha wrote:I came to your forum to have dialog about the “End of the World Cult” film that was spoken of in one of your threads. I have to freely admit though, my partying days have long passed behind me; at least from the common idea of partying. I’ve snorted all the coke, smoked all the dope, drank all the alcohol, and popped all the pills that I ever wanted to. In fact, my near death while pumped full of these intoxicants seemed to have sent me in a different direction 25 years ago.My upbringing was anything but the American dream. Parts of our home life could have been made into a horror film. The abuse that prevailed makes my head spin when I think about it now. When I was 12 years old I decided to close myself off from society at large and trained myself to be a recluse. I got away with this until into my early 20’s
At that point in my life I began to realize that I had to interact with society to survive, but did not know how to accomplish this. I felt very stuck. More than once I stood on the freeway overpass thinking about jumping over the guard rail. There seemed to be two reasons this did not happen. First, I was too big of a wimp and could only imagine what it would be like if I did not actually die, but survived – ouch, to much pain! The second reason were the hidden hands which prevented me from going over.
I had moved to Alaska in 1980 and my guilty conscience drove me to cry out to the Almighty, if indeed he existed, for some kind of resolution in my life. Not long after this, events started taking place which I could not explain in any manner than that of a kind Father taking care of me.
Now, instead of the sound of 10,000 watts of music blaring away helping me to find peace, I party in a different manner – if I can use the word “party”. I’m not saying I don’t love music, quite the opposite is true. In fact this morning, as with many other mornings, I was awakened with the song of my special creator friend singing to me in my mind before I was even awake, and while was waking up. It was very precious to me.
The words follow to that song; “Where you are” follow.
“If the light in your sky fades, and darkness falls upon your face.
When it seems you’ve lost your way, and you can’t take another day
I will calm all your fears, I will dry all your tears,
You’ll see, it doesn’t matter near or far, right next door or too the stars,
my heart’s already, where you are.”This is the answer to why I am here,
Elishathanks for writing that elisha an letting us know that….im glad you have found a inner peace and strength:group_hug raaa all the best for you in the new yr…x
December 29, 2007 at 10:20 pm #1148622Elisha wrote:I came to your forum to have dialog about the “End of the World Cult” film that was spoken of in one of your threads. I have to freely admit though, my partying days have long passed behind me; at least from the common idea of partying. I’ve snorted all the coke, smoked all the dope, drank all the alcohol, and popped all the pills that I ever wanted to. In fact, my near death while pumped full of these intoxicants seemed to have sent me in a different direction 25 years ago.My upbringing was anything but the American dream. Parts of our home life could have been made into a horror film. The abuse that prevailed makes my head spin when I think about it now. When I was 12 years old I decided to close myself off from society at large and trained myself to be a recluse. I got away with this until into my early 20’s
At that point in my life I began to realize that I had to interact with society to survive, but did not know how to accomplish this. I felt very stuck. More than once I stood on the freeway overpass thinking about jumping over the guard rail. There seemed to be two reasons this did not happen. First, I was too big of a wimp and could only imagine what it would be like if I did not actually die, but survived – ouch, to much pain! The second reason were the hidden hands which prevented me from going over.
I had moved to Alaska in 1980 and my guilty conscience drove me to cry out to the Almighty, if indeed he existed, for some kind of resolution in my life. Not long after this, events started taking place which I could not explain in any manner than that of a kind Father taking care of me.
Now, instead of the sound of 10,000 watts of music blaring away helping me to find peace, I party in a different manner – if I can use the word “party”. I’m not saying I don’t love music, quite the opposite is true. In fact this morning, as with many other mornings, I was awakened with the song of my special creator friend singing to me in my mind before I was even awake, and while was waking up. It was very precious to me.
The words follow to that song; “Where you are” follow.
“If the light in your sky fades, and darkness falls upon your face.
When it seems you’ve lost your way, and you can’t take another day
I will calm all your fears, I will dry all your tears,
You’ll see, it doesn’t matter near or far, right next door or too the stars,
my heart’s already, where you are.”This is the answer to why I am here,
Elishathanks for writing that elisha an letting us know that….im glad you have found a inner peace and strength:group_hug raaa all the best for you in the new yr…x
December 29, 2007 at 11:12 pm #1127668I think this thread is sound who ever started it lol
December 29, 2007 at 11:12 pm #1148633I think this thread is sound who ever started it lol
December 30, 2007 at 1:39 pm #1127700oc-scott wrote:The title says everything 😉I love this community because of the various kinda discussions here. What make you interested in visiting this place?
cus it looks pretty kool, why me tho?
December 30, 2007 at 1:39 pm #1148667oc-scott wrote:The title says everything 😉I love this community because of the various kinda discussions here. What make you interested in visiting this place?
cus it looks pretty kool, why me tho?
December 31, 2007 at 11:56 am #1127659i was looking for some party info when i was bored and stuck in a different area to my normal one. After a while i got what i was looking for and a lot more…
thanks PV.
December 31, 2007 at 11:56 am #1148624i was looking for some party info when i was bored and stuck in a different area to my normal one. After a while i got what i was looking for and a lot more…
thanks PV.
December 31, 2007 at 5:27 pm #1127641Anonymous
is..
ehm, to find parties, to meet new people.
used to visit the site a lot about a year ago, but forgot my username etc..
where you heading tonight?
and no, i’m not a copper.Andy
December 31, 2007 at 5:27 pm #1148606is..
ehm, to find parties, to meet new people.
used to visit the site a lot about a year ago, but forgot my username etc..
where you heading tonight?
and no, i’m not a copper.Andy
December 31, 2007 at 5:41 pm #1127669There’s such a nice variety of people here! You can find out so much information & share knowledge and find out cool stuff… listen to music… and have a right laugh 🙂
December 31, 2007 at 5:41 pm #1148634There’s such a nice variety of people here! You can find out so much information & share knowledge and find out cool stuff… listen to music… and have a right laugh 🙂
December 31, 2007 at 6:59 pm #1127696I first found out about PV when I searched google for “ecstasy message board forum” Lol. It was one of the first things that came up.
I was looking for a place to post my question about the brown pills I had.
But now I stay because everyone here is so nice and it’s a great place for socializing. :D.December 31, 2007 at 6:59 pm #1148662I first found out about PV when I searched google for “ecstasy message board forum” Lol. It was one of the first things that came up.
I was looking for a place to post my question about the brown pills I had.
But now I stay because everyone here is so nice and it’s a great place for socializing. :D.December 31, 2007 at 7:12 pm #1127685i am here serchin 4 clues!!!!!! coz i havnt got 1.seems like good idea–helps wen nutted:laugh_at: :laugh_at: :laugh_at:
December 31, 2007 at 7:12 pm #1148651i am here serchin 4 clues!!!!!! coz i havnt got 1.seems like good idea–helps wen nutted:laugh_at: :laugh_at: :laugh_at:
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