Drinking wine and doing work at work. Not at the same time.

Watched “dead mans shoes” too. Something to do with Warp records. Good powerful film.

i stuck this up in the drugs section on sunday i think…

easy now, ive been takin e since 1997, but stopped in 2002 for a whole year as i was doin myself a bit too much damage. i am well partial to shrooms an acid, but ive always been well skeptical of Ketamine. my initial reaction was “why would anyone want to anaethetise themselves? souinds stupid.” also, from running parties, seeing the people on K tweeting and rolling around on the floor (not to mention nearly suffocating themselves etc) didnt look that appealing. gimme some MDMA or shrooms and im on it, they are my ultimate party drugs.i’ve done K a few times, tho usually just got given too much, k holed well quick and ended up waking up on a strange floor, feeling a bit stupid. i was pretty convinced it was shit, when my house mate last year got some out on a wet wednesday afternoon and we curled up, watched films and bit liccle, liccle bits of K. was well nice, and quite different to my previous four k experiences. i then realised that k def wasnt a party drug, but did have other uses…

anyway, so friday night some mates come over, we get 5 grams of MaDMAn and 3 of K. not interested in the K, so we bosh some mad, get all revved up and go on a big mission down the beach. we found an instrument each, and formed the “come as you are worthing musical allstars” but we were so charged up wandering, we played very little ( i had a bag of empty beer bottles that i filled in the sea at diff levels then blew in).

anyway,so today turns into tommorrow, its gettin late in the afternoon, were all on the cider in the attic, starting to break the mdma out again. most people have slept except two of us, and out comes the K. we convince ourselves we’re just gonna “try” it, just a tiny ammount. but we cane nearly the lot in the end and watched bill bailey (who im not entirely sure isnt a deity now…) till this morn at seven when i thought my heart was shutting down, so i had to make myself walk around the house to get my circlulation back (oh the mish!). the prob with k compared to other ting, is that its a dissaccociative, so if i feel sick on shrooms, i’ll know about it, but not on k, so im worried that i may do myself a mischeif while out of it.

the point is, that i am quite comfortable with drug use, but i am usually a one night out, sleep, recuperate, next night out, sleep, recuperate etc type of person, and i was doing mad and k for about thirty hours start to finish. i just wondered if there are any special worries or dangers i should be aware of?

after that on monday i ended up gettin back on the k bus at about five after some scrumpyyy.. the madman showed up at 8 and we continued till the next day when we went down the cafe at about 12..we had all done a bomb before leaving and came up as we sat down with our tea, luckily for me there was a space for me to do the diablo, so i rode it, but the others were not faring quite so well…they were talking loudly about how harsh their come up was and how everyonein the caf was freakin them out, when they realised evryone was listening to them pick apart everyone inside. we left fast.

its weird, normally i just do the odd dab or few pills or tripsor whatever over one night, recover then staRT again weeks or months later, but this time i/ we just kept on goin for five days…not something i would normally do, but it felt deliciously self destuctive. ive always beens quite academic about my highs, trying to get the most out of the least, knowing where my limits are and trying to limit the damage on my body, but i just didnt give a fuck [except i did stop doing mdma from tuesday 2 am to 12 am when everyone else careried on, not much, but something:)]. luckily, i didnt do myself a mischeif, at least not that im aware of yet, and i had a fucking wicked time. right, back to the real world…. :alien_abd

gravity toys are amazing to trip with, they illuistrate such simple principles so completely, such as centrafuge and gravity etc and so are wicked to get you into a simple but focused state of mind- meditation.., plus they begin to feel like extensions of your body, whixch is a trip in itself..

some bloke called “mouse” i met down the park said he was tryin to set up a meet in the park at 2 on sunday in worthin, but we all went down there and he wasnt there! wanker…we had a phat time, with devil sticks, poi, diablo, several fire staves, contact balls and muchables, we carried on till sundown…

theres sommat so weird about grav toys, even skateboardin, you are sure that what your tryin is possible, because you know how phisics work. its not untill you pull of that cross over, trapeze or kickflip that you really understand what it is to be part of that phisical equasion, to become the tao flowing thru the universe. well, its a laugh, anyway… :rant:

Been honing my mad Halo (not Halo2, Halo1 all the way) skills in preparation for some 16player matches coming up soon in my halls, went out and got horrendously drunk at the weekend on coronas and many a tequila only to become instantly sobered up by the offer of free charlie round at a mates, followed by heading to some weird party at 8am when the buckfast started getting passed round. Needless to say, I cannae remember much after that point 🙂