@Raj 508176 wrote:

How tedious TG :flowers: shallow people eh

So lovely to have you back my lovely!!!

I am actually physically stressed my shoulders are done in

I think (personally) its horrendous to make some on feel so excluded like that – (and I did CBT myself- and it wasn’t just my thoughts)
i personally am blaming my sis as she invited me knowing my stuff and her mates – which is prob why i am so pissed – as I basically walked in to a lions den

Mate, I am still physically angry

I am sat with tunes pumping to try and ease it = gone from classical to early 90s dance! 😛

she is a selfish, self centered, angry lady – but despite my friends telling me how she has no sense of self (I don’t think I realized how much – til tonight) as usually there are a few of us

she even did it with her mates – unless you are in the conversation she just ignored them

I think this is prob what I’m more upset about – she just doesn’t seem to have a clue how she affects others (this is the woman who knocked her ‘other half’s’ teeth out in front of their kids so I do wonder why I find it a suprise) but they were also so racist too – I think this may have been the turning point where I stopped getting listening to

I just find it so funny that my other half is so accepted …………….as he is white

but if it wasn’t for immigration and refugees his family wouldn’t be in this country .. go figure

I dont normally spend time with her

– its just coz its her birthday…… as last time I saw her socially was this time last year – and I was off my fucking tits!!!

but I am defo agreeing with you – its not worth it – even ‘trying to be nice’ which is all i do

I love her kids so I go round to see them and we ge in in the kitchen – but socially it just doesn’t work, thanks Raj