Its more my family they are so good to me and my youngling but I hate their stupid passive aggressive racism (shit they come out with when watching the news)
I got mates back home but I dont get to see them that often and Im trying to meet some more mummies in my area but they are all spoo boring! (ok obviously not all but the only ones I have met onlg have kne thing in common with me)

Never mind…aciiid techno party soon!

Come chill with the p0lmiester

Mezz’s post said it. Finding a job is a great idea. As he said it will reduce boredom and give you a chance to meet new people, but at the same time will provide structure and routine to your life (and for people who are used to the party lifestyle like myself) Sound very appealing. and obviously it’s good to eat healthily and exercise imo is VERY important both to function healthily and when coming off substances. it reduces boredom, it’s satisfying and releases Endorphins which could definitely help

@Izbeckistan 535384 wrote:

Im going to make a point to try and meet some likeminded and creative friends. Its hard though.

There are loads of people like that in B-town mate, the place is brimming over with ’em. I’ll try and rack my brains as to where you could meet such types and let you know.

@Izbeckistan 535414 wrote:

Bless ya, yeah well because I cant exactly go to the pub and meet people anymore I’m having to rack my brains a bit.
They do cheap courses at the friends centre which I’m looking into but they cost a little bit.

Most types of artsy / creative groups tend to have meet-ups once a month or so as far as I’m aware mate, I’ll have a look about in a bit.

Becky it isn’t easy to find such alternative minds as the kinds of people that have experienced a life full of free parties, illegal experiences, drugs, not believing in everything you see and hear on the telly… The more i ever tried to search for these kind of people right, the more i began to realize that it seemed as though almost everybody was brainwashed mate.
It’s unfortunate but so, that likeminded folk live quite a distance from you and you can’t all hang together every day but i guess if you could be with them every day, you might never truly appreciate their minds (in the eyes of the universe)
Will blether on when i see ya in person lol 😉

@photographthesun 535179 wrote:

*sigh*

giving up drinking, drugs and having mental health issues is hard sometimes.

Don’t think I have left the house in a week.

I’ve not read this thread but I think I know you a little bit to say drugs and alcohol arnt the way honey

What do you like doing? What can you afford to do? What can you do that’s voluntary that you might have to invest a little bit in? Or what can you do that’s totality voluntary that you may enjoy?

Let me know if there is anything you think I can hook you up with as I have only met you quickly but I see great prospect in you, you seem as if you have a lot to give ( and you know I don’t bullshit) and I understand you’re situation – dont let this be a reason to give up x x

Photo what kind of volunteer work would you be most interested in doing?

I find daily routine to be really boring.. I think doing the same thing over and over again can drive a person nuts. Being spontaneous really helps, for me anyways. Although alone time is always good, I find when I spend more than 2 nights alone, I get really lonely and I start talking to my stuffed animals haha… I know it’s really weird and that’s why I can’t be alone for too long. I think trying new things that you would never even think of trying can boost a person’s mood instantly, trying new things or learning new skills is always a good thing to keep you going.