Agent Subby’s Very Own Thread

[Angel]

raaa raaa raaa raaa raaa raaa raaa

Have a great day Stephen..:love: :love: :love:

Changed my mind about her:hopeless: :hopeless:

[Agent Subby]

Get me to India rapido. Can’t wait to get out of this H infested area. Although saying that, ‘it’s everywhere’.
Yep you’ve guessed it. I’ve gone and bought a bag and smoked it. Don’t know why, because it don’t fcuking work with the subby. Well it kind of does, but only in a small miniscule blocking your emotions ‘kind of way’. Which is enough to make it a really STUPID thing to do. Maybe it’ll get easier in India with all that sun, sand and s….! I wish!!!!!!!!!!!! the last bit i mean, stupid. Ah well it feels tons better to vent my thoughts and feelings. Maybe it’s just what i needed. A right good kick up the arse!!
At least I’m still taking my daily subutex which is REALLY important because the last time I had a major relapse I planned it out and STOPPED taking my suuby so that I could feal the full effects of gear.
One consolation I suppose.:hopeless:
Thanks for listening everyone.
:love: as always. Maybe John Lilley’s findings that ket will suppress the opiate withdrawels will help because I’m damned if total abstinence will work for me. I’d rather kill meself and have a life without drugs:wink:
http://www.matilda.aktivix.org/collectives/ketamine/ketamine-all-stars/
Top website BTW. At least a ket head’s better than being a smack head.

[Angel]

I’m glad you are honest :love:

and you know that..

Honesty is the only way.

:love: :love: T

[Agent Subby]

angel wrote:

I’m glad you are honest :love:

and you know that..

Honesty is the only way.

:love: :love: T

I do realize that and i thank you for that angel.
:love: :love: S. Aka AG and stevieket.

[General Lighting]

India is probably a better place for you than Gunchester.

It is probably not so much that there are less opiates in Asia(!) but when you are there you are finding something more fulfilling to do and better surroundings.

whoever you were hanging around with out there had obviously been looking after you well and you had been integrating to the point where you were actually posting in Indian English – it wasn’t just a few comments but even the way you were posting which had me thinking you were Asian for some months, you reminded me of an former work colleague from India!

if you can get to the stage where you can control your desires then ketamine is definitely less harmful than opiates, provided you don’t use it as a way of walking away from problems in your life you have to face…

[quietRIOT]

Agent Subby wrote:

Get me to India rapido. Can’t wait to get out of this H infested area. Although saying that, ‘it’s everywhere’.
Yep you’ve guessed it. I’ve gone and bought a bag and smoked it. Don’t know why, because it don’t fcuking work with the subby. Well it kind of does, but only in a small miniscule blocking your emotions ‘kind of way’. Which is enough to make it a really STUPID thing to do. Maybe it’ll get easier in India with all that sun, sand and s….! I wish!!!!!!!!!!!! the last bit i mean, stupid. Ah well it feels tons better to vent my thoughts and feelings. Maybe it’s just what i needed. A right good kick up the arse!!
At least I’m still taking my daily subutex which is REALLY important because the last time I had a major relapse I planned it out and STOPPED taking my suuby so that I could feal the full effects of gear.
One consolation I suppose.:hopeless:
Thanks for listening everyone.
:love: as always. Maybe John Lilley’s findings that ket will suppress the opiate withdrawels will help because I’m damned if total abstinence will work for me. I’d rather kill meself and have a life without drugs:wink:
http://www.matilda.aktivix.org/collectives/ketamine/ketamine-all-stars/
Top website BTW. At least a ket head’s better than being a smack head.

no you dont neeeed any…give yer head a shek…..your better than that….arent ya…..:crazy_dru

[Agent Subby]

That’s the nicest thing somebody has said to me in a long time.
And not to mention the fact ‘very constuctive to boot’.
Thanks G.L.
BTW I was reading a post of yours regarding a young lady being busted in Malaysia, with a plethora of pills(xtc).
The last time I was in KL you could sooo easily buy H from nearly every street corner. It come wrapped in a straw and from every dealer you got a different colour of H, ranging from orange(yes orange) pink,white and light brown. It all smoked the same on the foil but what I’m getting at is the fact that it was a dye mixed with the gear so that the ‘police’ could keep tabs on the people who were selling it. In other words the ‘police’ ran the whole business. This was stated by a local Malaysian guy who I befriended over there. Here was me thinking ‘because of the stringent laws regarding trafficking in drugs in Malaysia’, I wouldn’t be able to score over there. How wrong I was. BTW this was in November 2002.

[General Lighting]

Agent Subby wrote:

The last time I was in KL you could sooo easily buy H from nearly every street corner. It come wrapped in a straw and from every dealer you got a different colour of H, ranging from orange(yes orange) pink,white and light brown. It all smoked the same on the foil but what I’m getting at is the fact that it was a dye mixed with the gear so that the ‘police’ could keep tabs on the people who were selling it. In other words the ‘police’ ran the whole business. This was stated by a local Malaysian guy who I befriended over there. Here was me thinking ‘because of the stringent laws regarding trafficking in drugs in Malaysia’, I wouldn’t be able to score over there. How wrong I was. BTW this was in November 2002.

this is true – unlike Western countries, cops in Malaysia aren’t well paid and supplement their income by other means.

curious though that opiates (that dumb people down and stop them thinking) are being let through whilst party drugs are being busted

people with E and ketamine are being executed; even young couples with kids on the way (they bring the kid to full term, hang the mother and father – the cops and authorities then sell the baby to a middle class childless couple!)

or maybe not so curious as opiate users can be given a bit of slave labour – enough cash to feed their habit (working building roads, clearing up trash etc, labouring on construction sites (as opposed to being proper craftsmen) whilst party people are more likely to lead “alternative lifestyles” or challenge authority…

some of us must remember when travellers sites were turned over, cannabise dealers busted but smack dealers tolerated..

IMO the only real reason for the prohibition in Asian countries is that the people in power are worried that if their youth party too hard they will not be able to wrestle away work like call centres, IT work from Western countries because bosses are offshoring this work as “Asian people work harder and take less time off sick”.

It is why all people who value freedom worldwide should unite and see what is going on in the world.

[Acidfairy]

At least you have been honest and it’s obvious you don’t want to continue on that path babes….

I think to be honest that at the moment you need to stay away from all drugs even Ketamine, then once you can fully control your cravings for H then yes as GL said Ket is far less harmful but as long as you are only using it as a recreational drug and not to block out what is going on, on a day to day basis..

Good luck babes you know you can do it you got this far.. i know you can do it i have every faith in you..

All the best love an hugz
S
xxxxxx

[Agent Subby]

General Lighting wrote:

this is true – unlike Western countries, cops in Malaysia aren’t well paid and supplement their income by other means.

curious though that opiates (that dumb people down and stop them thinking) are being let through whilst party drugs are being busted

people with E and ketamine are being executed; even young couples with kids on the way (they bring the kid to full term, hang the mother and the cops sell the baby to a middle class childless couple!)

or maybe not so curious as opiate users can be given a bit of slave labour – enough cash to feed their habit (working building roads, clearing up trash etc, labouring on construction sites (as opposed to being proper craftsmen) whilst party people are more likely to lead “alternative lifestyles” or challenge authority…

some of us must remember when travellers sites were turned over, cannabise dealers busted but smack dealers tolerated..

IMO the only real reason for the prohibition in Asian countries is that the people in power are worried that if their youth party too hard they will not be able to wrestle away work like call centres, IT work from Western countries because bosses are offshoring this work as “Asian people work harder and take less time off sick”.

It is why all people who value freedom worldwide should unite and see what is going on in the world.

Very true. And the cops make a damn sight more money selling H on the side than a ‘relatively’ cheaper option. Plus the fact they [police] know that the H buyers will HAVE to come back for more more more.

[General Lighting]

Agent Subby wrote:

Very true. And the cops make a damn sight more money selling H on the side than a ‘relatively’ cheaper option. Plus the fact they [police] know that the H buyers will HAVE to come back for more more more.

and I would bet GMP and other forces (at least one or two rogue officers) are pulling off the same stunt but in a more subtle manner and if it wasn’t for the fact Britain has a public health service which ends up picking up the pieces I think the authorities would use it more as a covert tactic to destroy alternative communities.

me and my squatter/free party friends always used to call heroin the policeman’s invisible baton. this drug has fucked up so many positive communities and ventures since the 80s/90s it is unreal…

worst of all is not so much that it kills people or makes them ill but it destroys their desire to find positive solutions to lifes issues. (NB: ketamine can do this as well if you do too much of it)

perhaps next time you want a toot; this is something to consider…

[Agent Subby]

General Lighting wrote:

and I would bet GMP and other forces (at least one or two rogue officers) are pulling off the same stunt but in a more subtle manner and if it wasn’t for the fact Britain has a public health service which ends up picking up the pieces I think the authorities would use it more as a covert tactic to destroy alternative communities.

me and my squatter/free party friends always used to call heroin the policeman’s invisible baton. this drug has fucked up so many positive communities and ventures since the 80s/90s it is unreal…

worst of all is not so much that it kills people or makes them ill but it destroys their desire to find positive solutions to lifes issues. (NB: ketamine can do this as well if you do too much of it)

perhaps next time you want a toot; this is something to consider…

Without a shadow of doubt. No time for the GMP or any other police force for that matter. BTW I definitely respect ketamine usage to the maximum.
Opiate addiction as taught me that. Never K’holed and never want to, but a little line now and again never hurt anyone:wink:
Especially at 100 rupees for a 50 M/L bottle.:groucho: India is also the perfect place to use it on a recreational basis. I just had to post-edit the fact that I’ve never done ket in this country. I think that speaks volumes for my respect for it.

[Meep]

Good luck, Agent, don’t give up now!

[Raj]

april wrote:

no you dont neeeed any…give yer head a shek…..your better than that….arent ya…..:crazy_dru

i concur

you CAN do it :groucho: :groucho: :groucho:

[Angel]

raj wrote:

i concur

you CAN do it :groucho: :groucho: :groucho:

He better do,or ill come over and kick his a**

:you_smart

[Agent Subby]

raj wrote:

i concur

you CAN do it :groucho: :groucho: :groucho:

Yes I can and I will! Minor set-back. That’s all.:wink:
:love: :love:

[Agent Subby]

angel wrote:

He better do,or ill come over and kick his a**

:you_smart

Hmm! I might not know with that promise:groucho: :groucho:

[Angel]

Agent Subby wrote:

Hmm! I might not know with that promise:groucho: :groucho:

:you_smart:you_smart :you_smart

its not funny Stephen..

[Angel]

:love: take care of yourself

[Agent Subby]

angel wrote:

:you_smart:you_smart :you_smart

its not funny Stephen..

Oh T I was only joking. The ass kickin’ was tempting:groucho:

[Acidfairy]

How about an ass kicking from someone who studied Muai Thai kickboxin for bout 6yrs… :groucho::groucho::groucho::groucho:

[Angel]

Acidfairy wrote:

How about an ass kicking from someone who studied Muai Thai kickboxin for bout 6yrs… :groucho::groucho::groucho::groucho:

:satisfied :satisfied :satisfied

[Shit Robot]

Hi subs,Been a little too busy to post this week sorry!!,sorry to hear about your small relapse too,Not to worry though Eh?Sounds like you are over it to me,(Hope so!) keep up the good work.raaaraaaraaaraaa

[Raj]

how goes it subby?

:groucho: :groucho: :groucho:

[Raj]

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