Yep. I’ve knocked it on the head for now. Went to the Halloween party for a bit in the morn and realised that it was a 9 year anniversary of me partying. Its a shame as a few at the start of the year were really positive, but I’m just fed up of twats making the same mistakes over and over. Plus a lot of my friends are getting horribly fucked up on K, and I just can’t watch everyone throw their lives away……..

Thats why I’m going to France for a ski season, then hopefully move to London or back to Brighton.

I think things could get better eventually, but I’m not that fussed anymore- there’s loads of cool stuff to do out there, and I’m going to find it. Some friends have got into running spaces at smaller festivals- we’re hopefully going to be at Dragon Festival next year, and this is a really fun thing to do, as well as being productive.

Oh well. Things change, was good while it lasted!!!