hi, since bubble became popular in my area i started taking it with a few friends, we shared a gram at first then it got more and more after then, we had a gram each every weekend for a little buzz on a night out. i dont think we were addicted, we just was searching for an adrenaline rush, the maximum ive had in a night is probably around 2-3 gram. i dont know if thats a lot or not in terms of seriousness.
but overall i’ve probably had around 20 over many weeks, mostly 1 gram a week on a friday night or something.
i hate the stuff now and will not touch it, its pointless and only last awhile for a stupid price, you look like a muppet and its seen as disgusting to most people.
i see myself trying to get off it now, i dont know whether i should stop altogether or just gradually go down?
but recently, when im out, hear music, have sex, or get any form of adrenaline i sometimes get little twitches or a need to get that adrenaline from the substance again, i crave it a little, i want that to go away? or is there any way of stopping that?
and finally, does anyone know the long term effects or short term effects it can have upon me and my organs, should i go and see a doctor?
im getting a little worried about it tbh.
thanks in advanced.