[Irie]

Respect to ya sj admin, know your appreciated x

[Irie]

Respect to ya sj admin, know your appreciated x

[Irie]

I was looking at my not so little girl today, she’s 10 and 5 ft 4, my own little angel, damn do they grow up so fast. I have always found little girls to be closer to their fathers. Kids are so loving aren’t they… bless the 4 of you, enjoy :group_hug .

[Irie]

I was looking at my not so little girl today, she’s 10 and 5 ft 4, my own little angel, damn do they grow up so fast. I have always found little girls to be closer to their fathers. Kids are so loving aren’t they… bless the 4 of you, enjoy :group_hug .

[Irie]

Irie wrote:

Been through some testing times but was so good to spend some quality time with a good friend while both our daughters got on and had loadsa fun entertaining themselves in the forest. Was so good to get out my box and walk amongst the trees and feel the sun on my face. My dog had loadsa fun too, harrassing and loving the attention from all the people who passed by. Spent most of the day out then had dinner and more excercise on the trampoline then got a bit cider faced :love: :weee: all good x

Miss ya DG we shared some good memories, what ever your chosen path keep smiling beautiful girl :flowers: x

[Irie]

Sparkplug sounds like you need a nice hot bath, climb into bed with a book and nod off to the land of fairies.

Be good to yourself.

I woke up feeling so peaceful, it was really lovely.

This evening i’m feeling weird, my daughter is going on a school trip tomorrow, then straight after that she is going camping for the weekend. We are going through a difficult time together, i have decided this is the last weekend i am gonna go partying for awhile as i feel i need to start meeting new people locally and get into a constructive hobby.

Given up on 3 legged creatures, damn freaks :yakk:

:group_hug

[Irie]

Sparkplug sounds like you need a nice hot bath, climb into bed with a book and nod off to the land of fairies.

Be good to yourself.

I woke up feeling so peaceful, it was really lovely.

This evening i’m feeling weird, my daughter is going on a school trip tomorrow, then straight after that she is going camping for the weekend. We are going through a difficult time together, i have decided this is the last weekend i am gonna go partying for awhile as i feel i need to start meeting new people locally and get into a constructive hobby.

Given up on 3 legged creatures, damn freaks :yakk:

:group_hug

[Irie]

JE:5 wrote:

Looking forward to tonight. Getting wasted and playing records in the pub and scaring the locals as it’s my birthday today, that’s about it :crazy_dru

Happy Birthday crazy soul xxx Enjoy!!!!

I’m fustrated but alive raaa :group_hug

[Irie]

JE:5 wrote:

Looking forward to tonight. Getting wasted and playing records in the pub and scaring the locals as it’s my birthday today, that’s about it :crazy_dru

Happy Birthday crazy soul xxx Enjoy!!!!

I’m fustrated but alive raaa :group_hug

[Irie]

thank you x

Chatroom is well fun, especially when you are tuned in to one of the live sessions. :alcoholic :bounce_fl

Hmm maybe a chatroom session gathering should be arranged for a giggle some time. :weee:

[Irie]

april wrote:

you CooL Hippy you ……:love:

What’s that …:you_crazy raaa haha x :weee:

:group_hug

[Irie]

When you have faced death a few times, you realise it’s actually pretty peaceful. It’s living to your potential and leaving a positive light which is the tricky bit. You are never alone in this world, when things get tough, realise people have been there and are there with you, and if you can break on through to a better place with a smile on your face you will shine a light so people can follow …

[Irie]

New Forest is so beautiful. My traveller mate Danny took me camping there once between Christmas and New Year. I can still remember the feeling of waking up with ponies everywhere. Went down to a beach later, Dinasaur plateu or something. He is such an amazing guy despite his occassional pyscotic rantings, i hope he is well where ever he is at this moment. I miss camping so much, i know i used to camp on my own alot in Africa, i just can’t get my head around doing it on my own here 😥 . I prefer non commercial campsites too.
I hope you find somewhere x

[Irie]

April loadsa love to ya, man troubles are horrid, sometimes people don’t realise what they got till it’s gone, so just keep your chin up and enjoy your life xxx.

Last minute on Saturday a mate offered to look after my daughter if i picked up a smoke for her. Went to a night in Luton, which was alright although the MCing imo should have been turned down a bit at the least. Got an invitation to go back to the Manor, what a beautiful place. They got some amazing DJ’s. About 10 it was only my mates and a dj left so they wanted to go on to another party but as they only had part of the directions and i wasn’t 100% sober i said no way. I met a guy who was interested in me but after talking to him i discovered he just wanted sex, i may act like a rude girl sometimes but i am certainly deeper than that, pfffttt. Couldn’t find my mates so went back in and helped the dj tidy up, he made me a smoke then carried on playing, really nice person. My mate returned to let me know they where in a house, so i went back with her and was jumped on my a lovely little girl who was about 3 and a huge staffe. Damn, kids are so amazing :love: . Went for a fag outside to soak up the sun and ended up with a serious bout of the giggles, laughing to death must be one way to go, haha. I know a few people heard us but boy am i glad no one saw us, crying with laughter and trying to breathe was a mission. The little girl came up to me later and held my knee and kissed it, how sweet and insightful :group_hug . I think we out stayed our welcome abit but sooo didn’t wanna go home. Got back to my mates house at about 3 and chilled on the trampoline, was so grateful for the company and to be able to be outside as i have no privacy in my garden at home. Met some really beautiful people and danced loads so was wikkid, just what i needed really.:group_hug

[Irie]

Accepting you fear of dying. It feels great when you do …

[Irie]

Hope you all had a good weekend.

I had so much fun despite wanting to strangle the mc’s , i don’t think i have laughed so much for ages, my friend is a classic. Stomped loadsa stress out , and met so many wikkid people, i even got given a cd.:group_hug

Aching like crazy :bounce_fl

[Irie]

HUGS are appreciated thanks everyone xxxxxx

Me goes to make tea …. laters :bounce_fl

[Irie]

TigerMoff wrote:

Usually I would say ‘stand and fight’ but when its against gipsies I would think of my daughter and move away. Loose the ex. start afresh. Make new friends. Move far enough away that all the shit in your life wont follow you. New beginnings are sometimes the best way of sorting your life out. There’s a time to stay and a time to go, but only you will know when the time is right.

Remember Butu loves you 😉

Thank you m8 i know i have got to move, trying to decide whether to move to a different part of this town or a completely new one is making my head spin, i have been here for 7 years. I have moved so much in my life i don’t know if i have the strength to do this sh*ite no more. I can work things out with the gypsie guy cause we can understand and have respect for each other, but his wife and her kids i haven’t got a chance really pfffttt. As to my ex he can kiss my ass, they all give up in the end, i can’t believe how naive i was, ewww, peace to him anyway.

[Irie]

TigerMoff wrote:

You would know 😉

Mwah :alcoholic

:group_hug

[Irie]

General Lighting wrote:

I see what you mean (isn’t baldness a part of the religion?) but such a sight would actually remind me of a friend of mine (if anyone here knows the old-skool Thames Valley lot and knows who KDW is then they will understand :laugh_at::laugh_at:)

Wilson is one of the most sweetest people i have ever met, i bumped into him at a muti rigger in Newport not so long ago, pitty i was on a mad one cause it would be really good to catch up with him one day.

As to what’s under my bed…. i am too scared to look too but can’t be too bad cause last time i checked it was just art stuff and hairbands.

[Irie]

General Lighting wrote:

its a suprisingly, but not completely sympathetic response from the local media…

They are acknowledging the fact that ravers didn’t want to cause the mess or disturbance but all the editorial is really saying is “get permission / a TENS”. Its still surprisingly positive for a local newspaper….

I am actually suprised too, infact i am shocked. The media being fairly reasonable….
Irie falls over :laugh_at:

I just wish that people where aware of the costs that have been incurred and continue to add regarding the Essex nightmare, it really is disgusting to the lengths they are going to justify themselves.

[Irie]

Aw thanks hey, i am grateful for all your kind thoughts, i don’t think i could hate people for long, crazy world gets on my case sometimes.

Took my dog to the vet today, and she has been given a clean bill of health, must be like me i guess mention the word “doctor” and i’ll get better :laugh_at: , so all good on that front. Still not sure about this move, but gonna have to get my shit ready anyway. Stop by a good friend and she did a reading for me, i got some stuff to let go of and gonna let my self be guided and protected. Doesn’t look my window is gonna be repaired till next week but at least it is boarded up.

As the good times pass so do the bad…

Have a really good weekend everyone x HUGS :group_hug

[Irie]

People are bored and getting into shit to entertain themselves. People who use knives are cowards, why can’t people communicate more with each other.

[Irie]

I don’t feel very couragous today 😥 i guess it’s lack of sleep.

I really want to move but when you think about it, where the flip do ya go. I tell ya what though if i do move i am gonna do my best to be a minimalist raaa .

[Irie]

General Lighting wrote:

sorry to hear about this, although glad to hear the dog is better

hopefully you won’t need these links now but just in case I found this for our region…

http://www.pdsa.org.uk/managed/finder_action.html?mapid=2

it pisses me off how all the decent people in the world get so much shit…

this morning I noticed bare broken glass in the street and the neighbours car had had windows smashed (but whoever did it hadn’t wanted the car or even the radio, just seemed to want to smash something) :you_crazy

Thank you for the link GL really appreciated x.

My window has been boarded up, and i am gonna take this as a big sign that it’s time for me to move. I am not up to fighting no more, and i really have lost my love to give these people cause i am stuck myself and gotta focus my love on my daughter and myself.

Thanks everyone x

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