I began to hang out with some Buddhists during my first year of uni (and my first year away from the scene) and what they were trying to show me all made sense.
Going the whole way wasn’t quite right for me but i definately took some bits of the philosophy and adapted them to my life and it works.
theres no right way, just lots of slighty shaddowed differing paths intertwining into the darkness, choose wisely.
Sorry, drifting off into philosophy or somesuch…